ehhh. i havent been blogging for like ages. ocbc has been rather good but just that sher and bin's not there anymore. =( for now, i've cheong wai loong and lisda, the two other tp interns. tsk tsk.

met up with the girls on xmas eve. nice catching up. and my mama is getting engaged lah!!!!! omg omg. so cool right? haha. miss them so much!

on the train back, some blonde hair guy poked my bf and asked him where the fcuk cap came from. wahaha. so cool lah. first time i see someone who dare to do such things. =) had a tiff with him but all's fine now.

went cycling and my butt's hurt like hell. and i got some bruises too!! irritating lah. so painful. haha.

i hope i can meet up with the emrs peeps soon. and sher and eve and my 38 members. and also eldc people and jianyuan, zhenglong, kah heng and all. =)

hmm. i've abandon my blog for... think about a month?

eldc has ended long time ago. but i simply have no time to blog. because working at ocbc takes around an hour for me to get there and another hour for me to reach home. and it's so draining. also, i do not have internet access there. poor me. lol.

working has been good. but i just cant stand having nothing to do for too long a time. i'm working under the srs contributions and withdrawal thingy and some migration of the system from one to the other. whatever it is, i hope things continue on well.

the people there are, well, mostly older than me. and there comes the communication problem. and i've bad memory nowadays. so, ya. haha.

i miss school times.

where i get to meet everyone i love to be with.
where i get to bitch whenever i like.
where i get to eat at anytime i like.
where i only need 15 to 20 minutes to reach there.
where i dont need so much time to travel to a 'remote' place. somewhere where i would not think of going since it's so out of the place.
where i dont have to spend so much time thinking of where to eat.
where i dont have to spend so much money eating.
where i can camwhore as much as i like.
where i can stroll around as much as i want to.



working life sucks. it take away all my freedom!!! =(

anyway in around 2 more hours would be our 30th month anniversary. omg omg. can you believe it? we have been together for so long le. muahahaha. i love you i love you I LOVE YOU!!!

my dearest has been very sweet to me recently. providing with all that i want.
all the love i want.
all the care i want.
all the concern i want.
all the sweetness i want.
all the attention i need.
lovely lovely~~!

and being so sweet together, we manage to complete this thousand piece jigsaw in 7 to 8 hours. haha. =)

i love my darling~~~

losing my memory...

lalala.
i'm in KM now.
so bored.
i wanna take picture.
but no one wanna take with me.
all say tomorrow. =(
sadded.


i'm waiting for bf's call.
waiting for him to give me a call saying that he's alright and having fun.
waiting for him to give me a hug.
waiting for him to give me a kiss.
waiting for him to say i miss you.
waiting for him to say i love you again.
waiting for him to come back to me.
stupid NS.
take my bf away for what!!!
irritating.


i miss my bf.
i miss my darling.
i miss my raymond lim sung feng.


i love you.

why smile when you feel like crying?

up.
down.
left.
right.

met bf on wed night. we ate mos burger. saw shermaine, zhen and guys. went to the cathay and cineleisure. saw yuyang. and that was the worst day ever. as in, I DONT HAVE MY WALLET. AND EVERYTHING BECAME WORST WHEN WE WERE NOT ABLE TO WATCH THE MOVIE WE PLANNED TO CAUSE I DONT HAVE ANY IDENTIFICATION ITEMS TO PROVE THAT I'M ABOVE 18!!! GRRR.


but things went on well after that. haha. cooked yesterday. spaghetti~ and lots of soup!!! =D watch corner with love and he had to go!!! stupid ns!!!! =(


meeting the guys out for a drink tonight. i hope they dont aim me lah. cause scott's not going. haha.


my phone died on me. completely no reception at home. =( using scott and my sis's old phone currently. haha. so pardon me if you cant get through my phone or when i take a super long time to reply. =)


anyway i wanna watch the show 'your name is justine'.

took mc last week. they took my blood again. cause i think the doc thinks my throids is getting worst? lol.

KM's been boring. needa finish our storyboard by tomorrow. but someone just aint putting in the effort to make everything work. BIG BOO!!!

anyway eve, may and me help out in EMRS road show. modelling you know!!! so stress during the first walk and when mr chong keep asking me to smile. so gek lah!!! somemore the best is my partner is my primary school friend. haha. super funny! will upload the photos soon. the people are all quite fun. =)

today was walking alone. quite sian ar. dont think i walk well either. haha. =]

ate my yumi yogurt. bought choc for ivan wang! cause hesad by his test results! haha. damn funny.

meeting my dearest tomorrow. my lovely darling. wahaha. =D

went to pasir ris to pick that fat pig.
met with qinghui first, had some sushi and then met with jack's mom. lol.
waited for damn long.
but it's all worth the wait. =D
and funniest thing is everyone look the same.
all damn char ta!!! haha. damn funny.

off to our 2people world for a few days before he's off again. =)

am back from chalet and back to school.
chalet's not very sucessful.
neither is it unsucessful.

managed to squeeze to 2 beds with 6 people. LOL.
played cards.
drank.
sleep.
bbq.
fondue-d.
stole with clara. don's gf. haha.
shaun came and with his persistance, managed to wake most of us up other than the couples. lol.
ronald chong came and bbq-ed for us. wahaha.
stacko-ed.
shooting people.
it's fun. haha.
=)

setting up 38 club. current members, zhen, jh and me. HAHA.

got my eldc grouping. lucky i'm not with her. if not i'll be so damn suay! love most of my group members.


i heard some politics now. was damn fucked up. but i havent heard from the other side. so well, i'm gonna keep cool for now. defending yourself = guilty of doing. truth will come to light eventually. but if what i heard was the truth, then you guys are being so petty. and did you know the meaning of being human? but whatever. do what ever you like if that's how things are done your way.

backstab. bad mouth. what ever shit is coming up. that's life.



but not affecting my mood, chalet's tomorrow. yay yay.

this is what you do when you are too bored.....


sher. eve. zhen. di. =)







we bought this. hope it can bring us good luck tomorrow. hehe.






8 more days................

'disappointed ..

MS HUANG HUIZHEN IS HERE!

... in what class has become now'? HAHA.

MISS EMRS!! SERIOUSLY.

chalet's coming up. meeting with bf soon!! so anticipating~~~ =D

lalala. I LOVE MY BF!!!! BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF BF!!! I'M SO PROUD OF MY BF!!! =D

wahaha. i didnt blog as i'd promised. busy with ELDC. so damn irritating lah. must learn to use flash. omg. so boring!



anyway EMRS ended like so soon!!!! i miss those times. all the talks, laughters, self proclaimed breaks, the people there, gem & puzzle figh and many many.

i love my group. like linyu, weiping, dominic, shaun, joseph and guishan. the girls in my group.




whole of EMRS.. team 1 to 5.



and the tribal counsel and stuffs.

and all the drinking session...

and all the pussy calling!!! <-- dedicated to beat box. wahaha.

and now i'm like stuck at eldc. boring! hate flash. blah blah blah. and i'm so drained these days. =( went drinking with bf and his friends. so funny lah. we went geylang after that to eat and the guys plus me wen tot the hotel there. and dont think dirty! we saw damn lot of prostitutes. they were like queuing in a line of 30 to 40 outside the hotel! damn exaggerating one lah. anyway we went back after seeing the prostitutes. LOL.

had some quality time with him. we celebrated our 28th month at a restaurant, aeurin. something haha. the food is superb. alot nicer than secret garden!!!! service much better. he bought me a very very nice ring and a self made bear, little ray to accompany me when he's not around. i SWEAR THAT I ALMOST CRIED. was damn touched. haha. my sweetest bf. i love you so much. muacks.



okies, bf squashing little ray. wahaha. so cute. loving you!!



and he's off to ns already. =( sadded. i'm gonna miss him so damn much.


oh ya, i changed my number to 81610935. please update!!!

ehh. ppl, tonnes to update! i'll be back to update my blog tomorrow! haha. i'll be back! =)

we went to the kandibar. haha. so funny lah. scott had graveyard, waterfall, vodka and some others which i forgot. but he was not drank lor. wenbin was drank instead. so funny lahs. HAHA.

bf and i smuggled a croc out. tsk tsk. will be back to update the pictures soon.

we pooled on sat. had free candy floss~ nice! hehe.

i need retail therapy!!!!! =D

emrs can be boring AND fun. now that i know more people, life's getting better. haha.

some updates:
- had a pool session the other day. and i really need to brush up my skills man. lol.
- now there's a roadshow where the target was 4k. wth. so far away lah. haha.
- as much as i hate projects, i hate deaths more. sis and me shun death a few years back. it was caused by a reckless driver. if we were a second faster, we might have been gone by then. so what can i say? shaun's friend passed away in a accident with internal injuries and smashed skull. hmm. life's shorter than you wish it to be. he's now appealing for witnesses so anyone who has witness this accident, PLEASE HELP!
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/viewPost5534.aspx like what he said, waiting for a few more seconds doesnt kill! does it?!

oh my, i seriously hate deaths. life's unfair isnt it? you can take away your own life if you dont cherish it but not others! it's not fair! i hate it! hate it when i've just learnt lessons on lives and starting to grow up, and mature and you're gone. hate it when everything's over when i've just begun to learn it. hate it when i dont have a longer time with you. hate it when i took you for granted. hate it when i hurt you. and hate myself for not being more sensible before. my mood is dropping. i cant stand deaths. it dulls me.







anyway shaun gives me cs feeling. haha. character's like exactly duplicated lah! haha. but he's a nice friend. please dont be jealous everyone.


life's been cool i guess. i've got some nice songs from daphne!! =D gossips doesnt work without a group of friends. =)

the second week has past peacefully. wahaha.

i was on 2days mc.
i baked brownie for them.
i went retail therapy with jess. (but i still need alot more~~)
i bought a silver psp~~!!
i went cam-whoring with zhen and zhiyi. LOL.
i went pooling with the EMRS guys plus scott. played once only. lost to him. idiot~
i need to do something constructive during emrs lahs. BOO.
i need k-boxing after i'm fully recovered and after i've practised all my songs~ HAHA.

bf's sucha bitch. wahaha.

i'm bored. down with flu, fever, cough and headache. dammit lor. week 2 then like that already. tomorrow got sharing session. and i dont know if i can make it cause of my cough. it makes me feel like dying once the cough starts. and it will start making me choke. arghh. irritating. =(

i feel so depressed. somehow.....

i feel like going to xiao zhu's concert.
i feel like getting a psp.
i feel like getting a new viao laptop.
i feel like being RICH! HAHA.

all these are just dreams.........

i'm sick. down with flu and cough. such a tormenting illness. went off early together. so sick~ I'LL BE BACK. =D

my god! so rude. i'm still older than you for god's sake!

anyway i'm being attached to EMRS with scott and may. btu we're in different group!! eve, sher are in the same groups. hz is with them too. plus chris and eugene.

oh my. i'm so so so bored lahs. scott's going for the watch fest then i'll be left alone. wtf. nvm. think i'll go find zl they all. wahaha.

i'm back to blog bout the black out at my whole block. if you guys cant see, it says "power failure"

i heard that the power faliure has lasted for bout over an hour plus. best thing is the lift's down, the corridor's light were out, the whole street of my block was dark but those surrounding block was okay. how suay right? so bf and i happily climbed 11storeys in the dark back to my house. so creepy can!

anyway all my papers were over. aunty and i camwhored when we went to town. coffee bean's mango creme is superbly nice. we flooded her phone and cam. LOL. so funny lah. now i see so many of my pics in her blog. tsk tsk.

i'm meeting eve's for singtel training on tues. all the best to us!! thanks for asking me!! =D

met the fiona and some of the guys for steamboat. wahaha. super nice!! we shall go out again soon~ hehe.

some stupid guy called me orange cause i like orange. sucha idiot right? haha.

i love my bf~ =)

i so waiting for my papers to pass. think i screw up GSC. i hope i'll do better for IS.

i'm feeling so unwell. having a damn headache and stomache that never seem to pass no matter how long it has already been torturing me. someone cut off my head please!! dammit.

there was a blackout recently. will blog about it soon.

i need to break out from this hectic lifestyle now. i need lots of shopping, lots of eating and photo taking session. so friends, beware! haha.

be back soon.

lalala. i'm so glad that my laptop is from HP. SUCH WONDERFUL SERVICE. they came and pick up my laptop and within a few days, it's sent back to me today. woohoo~ i love HP man!!

anyway entre's so finally over and i'm supposed to start mugging for my papers. HOWEVER, i'm not doing so. i'm like having the times of my life man. wasting time sleeping, going out to eat and enjoying life!! which is a so-not-good-thing. haha.

i was planning to go cycling. but i doubt i can do it this time without a bicycle. haha.

i'm so slack. oh no, i'm so DEAD. haha.

anyway for those who dont know, the lunar 7th month has started. which is the 2nd so-not-good thing. me and kiasu sis went to find out buddha necklace out in case. wahaha. typical singaporean right? tsk tsk.

oh ya, we soaked up the green beans to prepare to cook green bean soup. and we happily forgotten about it and the next day, it became SPROUTS!! LOL. so funny lah.

had a tiff but it over now. BUT life is still so good with you around. =D

one word. SHAGGED.
one chain reaction. shagged -> flu -> headache.

I FINALLY FINISHED ENTRE'S WEBSITE. BLOODY HELL. 10 MARKS LOR. WTF. anyway thanks to zl and jul. if not i might not be able to find out the damn prob! haha.

i'm left with entre's, im3 and eaipj's presentation. tomorrow am gonna clear eaipj. all the best to me!! haha.

recently people like scaring me. and i've no idea why. even got scared by hf! got scared 356982678 times just plainly today. even hd and jx joined in. omg. this is a sign of 慌神。。。this is so not good. =(

met him late at night yest. went to walked around. bought strawberry ice-cream~ shared mi tai mak. roamed around. played at the fitness center. we are fit!! hehe. =))

even after every quarrel, i still find myself wrapped around you the next day. i just wanna snuggle up next beside you. be a worm/cat like what i always call you. LOL.

i still like the ring at city link. get the hint bf?! hehe. bf PROMISED me tonics after this week. =) i'm so loving him.

i need alot of pictures! and i meant a whole lot of them!! darling, you know what to do eh. haha.

mich was suspected of dengue. so MICHELLE! if you happen to be reading this...




TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF!! =D


my laptop simply loves this song 'baby baby'. it keeps repeating this song even when it's on shuffle mode. but today will be the last day i see my dearest laptop cause the HP will be collecting it from me tomorrow. =( but lucky i've got a friend called scott. haha. and his bao bei is with me now. haha. and i wonder.... when will my dearest be back?! =(

damn shagged. slept at bout 6am this morning cause we were rushing for our entre project. joel didnt sleep at all. well, all because of some ppl. cause the financials kept dragging. bs dont balance and stuff. then i had to do the website almost myself cause hf was doing the financials. and great, i think i'm gonna die. and joel is asking yuyang to re-edit the ppt i did! wtf! the colour combi is already so off liao lor. clash with my fonts still dare to put. basket.

and she put in the peer evaluation that i contribute lesser than hf? fuck you lah. what did you do then?

anyway i'm not going to touch on the website unless hf is really going to help me cause i need to settle my EAIPJ first. my im3 is almost done.


i'm so gonna go destress tomorrow. hope everything turns out fine. if so, there shall be many photos coming up. wahaha.

i have a latest obsession.... =D

ASKING SOMEONE WHO DIDNT DO MUCH TO PRESENT AND ONLY COMES 1 OUT OF 5 MEETINGS? WHAT A JOKE. HAHA. SO FUNNY. THE FUNNIEST JOKE OF MY LIFE!

maybe i just feel like breaking down. and decomposing into pieces gradually becoming nothing at all.

FUCK. DAMN. MOOD SWING. SUCKIT.

THE BS DOES NOT BALANCE. AND THIS IS SO IRRITATING. F LAH. ESPECIALLY WHEN I'VE GOT SUCH USELESS PEOPLE ON MY TEAM. ONLY KNOW HOW TO WORK BUT DONT KNOW HOW TO DO SCHOOL WORK. BUGGER.

i've watched high school musical already!! haha. and i suddenly feel it's so true. if one starts telling their secret, everyone will be ready share theirs too. and also, true friends will support you all the way. they wont dampen your spirit. but how many true friends are there in the world.

also, you should follow your dreams. many a times, people dont follow their dreams. to be exact, they dont dare. unless someone supports them. i mean it's good to have such supportive friends. right? haha. blah blah blah.

but i'm glad that i've met him. i've done all sorts of silly things and crazy stuff with him. singing, watching movies, walking, falling in my heels, putting fake lashes, dancing stupidly (which i cant), jumping around, watching tv together, fooling around, drinking and getting drunk (him i mean, haha), gambling, going bai nian, going for birthday celebrations. LOL. i love him so much. muacks. =)

i simply love the view when there was me and you...

hey gorgeous in nyp wasnt as nice as expected. it was BORING. only the first girl was pretty. the rest? ehh CMI.

met jes. went bugis. had dinner and guess what? it sucks totally.

saw a jeans. but i think it was too ex for a bugis jeans. went to zimple. tried on some clothes. and f that girl attitude. 'are you buying anything? if not i'm closing the shop.' WTF.

cleared IM2, GSC, CBS and java test. it was a killer paper. cause my mind went blank totally. i'm disappointed honestly. =(

played trickster. ehh. not really fun but really addicted. haha.

last christmas was such a touching show. teared abit. so upsetting. what if i was the girl? will my bf be like the lead actor? haha.

i'm so bored. need to buy oranges.*pouts. so not in the mood to do anything. i wanna sleep my day off. good bye.




p.s. i wanna watch high school musical~ haha.

SO GUO FEN!!! HONGDA SAY MY HEAD BIG LIKEB HIS GF!!! SO BAD LAH. I'M GONNA KICK HIS HEAD IF I SEE HIM TOMORROW. WAHAHA. =P






I LOVE LIM HUEY HUEY~~

this is so frustrating especially when codes dont work. anyway we've got to redo our CBS because fristly, our flow is similar to ken's, secondly, i've purely no idea how to use hibernate, lastly, we're going to use JDBC to do it.

much more tests and projects dued. dammit.

i feel so stress now.

things to be done:
- IM3
- ENTREPRENEURSHIP
- GSC
- CBS

hopefully i didnt miss out any. haha.

luckily my IS is done.

my god, i love my flower so much. wahaha.

suddenly i feel that my life sometimes only revolves around some people and some things. it only starts revolving when bf is with me, or when i'm with my friends. then there'll be times when it stop revolving. but now it will continue to revolve till my blood test results come out. which is in a week's time after i go for it tomorrow. all the best to me. haha. i love flower..

lalala. been a few days not blogging. went to the doc yest. had a long time waiting for the doc. was complaining till it reached my turn. and turn out, the doc was good. not those kind very fu yan de. but he really check all the aspects. lol. and one moment, i felt like i was aya from one litre of tears. check my eyes, check my hands, check my temperature etc. okay, i ask for it lah. i asked how's my thyriods going on. haha. so now, i've to go for a blood test again. which is so draining. keep drawing blood. duhhh. but lucky i've a very nice bf who's willing to keep me company through all the long waits. thanks you my darling. =)

anyway discussion for entre was much better than the previous times. hehe.

bf stayed over at my house. sometimes it feels so good to have someone by yourself. when you wake up and see his stupid face. wahaha. so cute. i love my darling. =D

Create your own Friend Test here

those in class would had known that we almost fought with the SBM guys. LOL. such a funny scene cause someone got even more worked up than me. and i wonder why.... but all was well after the session. haha.





my email function fails to work. dammit. i dont know wth is wrong with it lah. the codes are exactly the same as before but it dont work this time! irritating.





zhenglong helped us to finish our CBS. lots of thanks~ =)





so many projects to be done.


- IM


- GSC


- ENTRE


- IS


- EAIPJ





god i'm dying. i need to shop.





and has anyone realise today is friday the 13th? and unfortunately, bf has fallen sick on this day. =(

just trying to be irritating during lecture. wahaha. =P

my stomach's aint well these few days. and it sucks. making me feel terrible. =(((((((

f. my damn post got deleted and i dont know why. damn.

anyway watched transformers. i love bumble bee! haha.





was thinking what i'm living for. what? why? how?
for a future? which i dont think this course have given me any.
for the present? which i dont think it's pretty good at the present just that i met some nice people.
for the past? which i dont think there's much to say about.


life was messed up since sec two. been trying hard to keep my life back. but nothing does the job. cause there was this stupid ah lian who kept pestering me. spoiling my life. spoiling my relationships with the others. spoiling my reputation.

then not before long, i screw up my o levels. after o's, i met a jerk. he suck. not surprisingly he hurled so much #$%^&* at me over my junior. okay, it was over. should have condemned him at the beginning. hurhur.

got my results. got a good luck wish from him. got into NYP and into this stupid course called business informatics. haha. but on the first day of orientation, i met someone special. he gave me a sticker. which was kinda stupid cause it's simply useless. make me lost with a course mate called steven. someone took us to our class. met someone called fiona. =) left after awhile.

2nd day. had some lecture. and he came into my sight again. i wore a wrong coloured shirt and became super AA. orange, i still remember. haha. he came over and sorta introduced himself. my god. 老套！haha. got to really know him after getting his number from my OGL. which i stupidly fell for his trap. which isn't a very good thing. haha.

had a date. and we got together quite quickly i supposed. thought it would start fast and ended even faster. but it did not. which was the best thing~ =)

soon later, one small furry creature joined our family. mochi! my sis's bday gift from a friend of hers. she brought along 4 new lives. rips didnt manage to survive. flip was gone after being sick. such tormenting time to see him go. he was my favourite. the only one who would let us hug and carry and then he will urine on us if he got scared. haha. and he loves the pink pillow.

then came some clique conflicts which i never understand and never knew how to solve it. but life was still okay till some changed. never knew what can cause drastic change in a person. never understand someone completely. never trust someone even after knowing them for a long time. never.

but never say never.

till i met mr tan, ms huang, mr paglar and of cause that monster other than my family. i learned to trust. trust is such a mutual thing. and i gradually learn that to be able to have a trusty relationship, it's sort of, you need to gain their trust. you need to open up first/more. when you open up, they too will open up. and the trust relationship will be established. unless they dont plan to open up in the first place lah. it's hard to maintain a friendship when there's no trust, isn't it?

but then, there's such things as drifting apart. like with fiona, with jessie, wani, ziqi, ifah, kaiying and all. cause our timetables just clash. we just cant find a perfect timing, we just cant meet up. and it sucks completely. cause of projects. cause of bad choices of grouping. hate it. hate everything.

until your world collapse, stay strong. i wish i could.

i miss my mommy. i miss flip. =(

SOME CHINA BASTARD TRIED TO STEAL MY PHONE AWAY WHILE I WAS WAITING TO POUR SOUP! HELLO?! I'M NOT BLIND LAH. FUCK YOU MAN. STILL CAN BEDEK SAY THOUGHT IS YOUR FRIEND'S PHONE. SO GOOD ONE MEH? AUTOMATICALLY PUT THE PHONE IN YOUR OWN POCKET WITHOUT TELLING YOUR FRIEND? BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!

teo yk start to suck. i nwonder what caused the drastic change in him.

had IS ica. dammit. hope i get it all correct. LOL

missed bf.

loved this song. so true.

bf please listen hard. wahaha. =D

god. damn cramps. duhh.

anyway queued for donut factory. FOUR DAMN HOURS! god. i'm impressed at our patience. LOL.

bf's happily sleeping now.
we're going the food fair tomorrow.
i think.
but maybe most prob not? haha.


die.
i've so much things to do.
but i just dont have the mood to do.
whenever i've the mood, something crops up. damn!


anyway thanks for all the gifts and wishes on my birthday. especially, ms huang, mr paglar, ms sis, mr dad and mr bf. =D

tears.


it just kept falling. it wouldnt stop. dammit.


i just needed three words from you.


changed. everything has changed. nothing belong to me anymore. and it sucks totally. there's nothing more to say.


just four words. nothing more. i still love you.


sorry for the things i've said.
thank you for the things you've done for me.


i just need a hug from you now.
i just wanna see you now.
i really cant take it anymore.

i feel like puking.
i feel sick.
and i feel like dying.
i could do better.
but i did worst.
sorry for everything.






原来你比我更放的下。。。

thanks aunty!! thanks for accompanying me today too. i appreciate it. in your favourite colour. THANK YOU. =D

presentation sucks. some bitch lah. if stick with customization not good meh. fuck. now we I'M IN DEEP SHIT.

i need like, 100000000L of vodka.


bf forgot to return me my ezlink card. haha. die lah. that stupid pig. blehs.


finish watching one liter of tears. woah. damn sad. makes me think what do i live for? such a simple question, but i've never got an answer for it.


this sucks totally. arghh.

dammit. i'm still feeling pissed. and best thing is FUCK NOKIA. STILL DARE TO TELL ME THE PHONE STILL GOT SOME DAMN PROBLEMS. INCOMPETENT BASTARDS. STILL WAN HOLD ON TO MY PHONE TILL WHEN? ASSHOLE.





anyway some serious problem with me. i've starting to lose concentration. even when i'm staring hard at the screen, it feels exactly like i'm in a daze. damn. what the hell is happening to me!?!?

SOME FUCKING BITCH TOLD ME THAT COMPILING OF REPORT IS ONLY COPYING AND PASTING ONLY. WOAH SO SMART!

FUCK YOU MAN. AND IF YOU EVER COME BY MY BLOG, FOR GOD'S SAKE I'VE THE SAME AMOUNT OF PROJECTS AS YOU! IT'S NOT ONLY YOU WHO HAVE PROJECTS! DAMN BIATCH.

i need this phone. can some kind souls donate this to me? i need this seriously. w910i red.

screw you man. tell you your question liao still give me the answer for another question. damn! so damn pissed lah. sms you you dont know how to reply. you dumb ar? duhhh. spoil my mood.





went to sunplaza to meet bf. bought some meat, chestnut and the wanton skin. went home and made wanton. wahaha. i forced bf to make with me. and it taste so good lah. i've such a smart bf. hehs.





sis's still playing sims2 now. so i'm using her bf's laptop. and bf is sleeping on my bed. that asshole. drool on my bolster!! you pig lah!! haha. and thanks to him my lips are still swollen now. thanks to that hit. hahahah. and i'm gonna remember this forever. wahahaha.

anyway one guy kept looking over while i was talking to bf when we were on the train. IRRITATING. duhhh.

hmm. someone asked me what i want for my birthday. to be truthful, i really dont know.

what i need:
1. that paris hilton perfume (heiress)
2. a pair of levi's straight cut jeans
3. sony ericsson s500i
4. a drum set
5. a new laptop
6. a wallet
7. coloured and non-coloured lens
8. contacts solution
9. one litre vodka

and lastly, a sugar daddy. LOL. wahaha.

went to je library. lol. wanted to do project. but simply no mood to do. cause i dont have sql installed on my com and i didnt bring my IM text. haha. bored.




went to creative and bought my mp3. wahaha. finally. cheap cheap nia. tsk tsk. i'm at a aunty house now. waiting for bf to end work. *yawns* i feel like sleeping already. haha.




i touched fei!! woohoo~ how amazing is that man! sis not coming home tonight. so am i. hurhur.




i'm lazy to blog now. nothing much happened. just that xxx sucks. =X

went kBOX. wahaha. so fun.




sing.




sang.




sung.


WOOHOO. will organize one again. =D

incompetent arsehole!!!!!!!!!

ARGH.

went for our durian outing at geylang already. haha. tsk tsk. still got dou jiang, you tiao and mee sua. wahhh. shiock. hehe. thanks andrew for the treat. wahaha. we waited for zl at elvis house first while the rest mahjong-ed. haha. geylang was not as luan as expected. wahaha.

anniversary was at secret garden. though the ambience was great, but the service there suck totally. wasnt able to taste 'berry in love'. dammit. had secret sling, cod fish, salmon, calamari, and another drink. and god, my secret sling taste like medicine. haha. the alcohol percentage was kinda high too. but i wasnt drank lah. haha.

went to the cathay and bought our tickets. went to mr bean and had our dessert. my god. sucks again. haha. think was just too unlucky that day. haha. bf got said by some guys. and i feel like shooting back with 'you look like cock'. LOL. dont ever bully my bf. i WILL shoot back.

watched shrek 3. hehe. so cute. love my darling.

went to nokia yest. and fuck. they gonna send it back the the HQ again. NOKIA SUCKS BIG TIME LAH. STILL DONT WANT LOAN ME PHONE. ARSEHOLE.

anyway we went for dim sum. wahaha. super nice. and super full. and super worth it. hehe.

gonna go out for projecting tomorrow. if not i'm so gonna get killed by the time school reopens. haha.

i love bf. anyway i bought him a very very nice perfume and a wallet. you better love it!! haha. *muacks.

sometimes i think you're too much. i can do anyhing for my friends. but do they appreciate it in the first place? i organize outing. then got people steady steady want go one meh? only who confirm will go one? only zhenglong and jianyuan and huifang if she can make it. i treat you as my good friend. but did you treat me as one? everytime i ask you out, you reject me. i try to stay in contact with those i care. but what did i receive in the end? so i deserve to be treated this way? how will you feel if it was you? you wouldnt feel nice what. haiz. you dont understand.





i'm trying not to be bothered by this. but in fact, i cant do it.





WHATEVER. I'M GONNA CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES NOW.


someone's birthday is coming. god. and another one's birthday is one day before me. and so many others are coming up soon. lucky i'm not close to some. tsk tsk.

aunty + bf, you know what? now i finally found my stand.

anyway got my perfume. i hope the rest of the days go well. cause fri, sat and sun shall be the happiest days. =]

like what sis say.
i'm a potential 傻女。
and i really am....





you're a pirate. cause you stole my heart.

these heart pains are getting on my nerves. arghh. i think i'm gonna die. and nokia sucks big time!

got back my phone. waited for 1plus hours lor. dammit. waste my time. and to my horror. i found some scratches on my phone after i left the place. went back but that stupid malay girl say there was no technicians around already. i was too tired to fight back so i left.

had a tiff with him. and it sucks. he sucks. blehs. but we're all okay already. haha. he's such a pig.

that's why it's so much better to be a homo. cause they think the same way unlike different genders. haha.

like what you've said to me before, just remember i'll always love you.

my god. so mushy. haha. cant believe that i've just typed that out!!! somebody kill me! haha.

fuck. felt occasional chest pain. arghh. dammit.

brought two donuts to school for gen and zhen. haha. and luckily there's something called CHEERS. if not the donut wouldnt be as nice lor. tsk tsk.

went to cheers to heat it up. failed for the first few times till nigel did something before the donuts finally really heat up. he took a bite and the choc all drip out!!! my god!!! but it was superb nice lah. =D thanks huifang for helping me buy. hehe.

skipped NE. and hf skip with us. then she tried to make her tuition earlier. but apparently her student was in the library with he mom. sadded. then she had to go back to NE alone while me and zhen went to town. GOT OUR VERY PURE MIRROR!! hehes. got a very pure pen cum pencil too. wahaha. so pure can? lolx.

went to coffee club to talk. haha. chattted so so much. i mean like it's the first time it got so personal lah. but i enjoyed the talk. hoped you too. =)

walked around cause we wanted to find a place to have our desserts. and FAR EAST IS THE PLACE MAN. we had a very nice dessert. will bring everyone i know to have it next time. =D the snow mountain was DELICIOUSLY GOOD!! walked pass gelare on the way to the toilet and saw wenbin. so weird lah. i was still saying zhen that i so-very seldom see anyone i know when i'm out. then wenbin face came out. duhhh. haha.

she acc me to waste some time cause stupid bf was slow. haha. walked around to find a better place to sit but to no avail. found a seat but very noisy lor. then we decided to be bad and go to gelare and sit without any purchase. =X chatted awhile before leaving. wanted to acc her to wait for her bus to come before leaving but bf was reaching. so bo bian leave her wait for the bus alone. sorry ar aunty zhen. haha.

met bf. went to his house. the mom give me a weird fruit to eat. duhhh. didnt eat as usual. bf left it on the table. LOL. went down to buy some food. CHEESE HOTDOG. whahaha. aint you jealous aunty zhen. tsk tsk.

gonna organize an outing real soon. not with my class peeps. but with my new class. my new found friends. it's nice to have them around. regret not knowing them earlier. feel so much more appreciated now. thank you. really. =)

there's something i needa blog about but i cant. CAUSE i've got a BITCHY bf. =X wahaha.

I LOVE PARIS' PERFUME!!! NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i need the so-very-pure mirror. haha.

dont wait unless it's worth waiting aites? =)

I'VE A SUPER BITCHY BF. WAHAHA. =P

went to woodlands library. wanted to do project. in the end we started chatting. tsk tsk. =X some china ppl keep aasking us how to use the net and stuff. OMG LAH. dont know how to use still want use VIAO!!! arghhh.

went home then to a wedding dinner. felt out of place at first. but half way through, it was getting better. haha. cause the bridegroom's bro was so charismatic. =D his singing rocks. *melts* hehe. the dad was super cute. haha. such a happy family. kinda envious. but ya, we got a hug from the dad and the brother. haha. it felt like hugging a big bear bear. haha. =P cutee~~ and best is the whole family can sing!!!! haha. so charming lah. =P

though charming, but the bro was twice my age!! can you imagine? old but still so charismatic. just like richard gere. haha. although they're like so charming, they're happily married and i just love my one and only bf. tsk tsk.

the brother kept singing. woohoo~ wahaha. he has such a cute kid. =))

i wanna get married soon!! i've already one bride's maid in mind le. remember your word hor hz. tsk tsk.

oh ya, the shark's fin was great. so cute lor. they wrap it in a tofu skin and stuff all other ingredients in. haha. it was a GREAT day~ =D

sis came down to school with me yesterday. ate at south canteen after first lesson. and the yong tau foo sucks. haha. the yong tau foo previous vendor went to sell drinks now. so weird lah. went to printing room to study. went off for class soon after.

went to find huizhen cause mr mar sitting at my place. chit chat awhile then went back to do practical. then sis msg and say there's a cute lecturer. so i mo mo de ask hz and hf acc me to find my sis. haha. then mo mo walk pass to see the lecturer. then mo mo walk to the stairs there to chat cause it was simply too cold. haha. then we mo mo de walk back to class.

had a had time doing the practical. school ended before i could finish the prac. finish my prac then we went to eat. hahah. hz n hf had to go lect so they left first. sis and i went back to lab to study. sis started making meego. lame lah. haha. and i startd msn-ing and bitching. OOPS. =X haha.

today hz didnt come school. hurhur. school was quite boring. cause i went there real late. =X haha. IM was okay. LUCKILY I REMEMBER ALMOST ALL. haha. GSC lecture was boring! he show us a video which lasted for more than an hour. went home after that. ate and watch tv. planning to sleep soon. hehe.

cant stop bitching~ wahaha.

i think i've to visit the doc soon. my hands are getting more and more shaky. there's a bum on my feet which's not getting better. awww. i dread of blood test and doc and bad news and medicine. =(

it's been long since i've blog. i screw up my entre's presentation cause i was starving, cold and having a headache. damn!! =( work so hard for nothing like that. but ya, it's over now. i'm gonna make sure i'm not the last presenter for any other presentations~ wahaha. at least i can make sure i'm not freezing before i present. anyway joel and yuyang tried to abuse my jack lah!!! arghhhh. we ate at amk hub almost weekly. went there with mic and gang. this week was with elvis and gang. ate at S11. so damn hot lah. andrew is so poor thing lah. haha. huizhen was sick. so she could only eat porridge. poor thing. hope she recover soon. cause i wanna organize one durian outing. tsk tsk. we bought durian puffs. NICEEE~ hehe.

OH NO, I'M LIKE GETTING FATTER~ =(

nigel sent me beyond songs~~ omg so nice lah. =D and he's one other who knows bout my mom. nothing big but ya, it's still not nice lah. like, i dont want people to be friend with me out of pity or worst despise me? ahhh, maybe i'm just thinking too much.

yesterday was quite a bad day. i totally dont feel like talking. i dont know why either. but yea, it sucks. think i need to get back on my medication for tyriods soon. if not my mood is like swinging and SWINGING. =( took the train with wb, mic, hf and yr. and it was like so quiet when no one talks. so weird. such a not nice feeling.

BUT...

my super fat bf make my day right for me again. i cook soup and meat. cook alot of rice and sis decides to eat out with thomas. duhhh. bf came and help ate some. think my dad ate some too. hehe. i love my darling. i'll try to control my temper aites? i promise you. but i dont know why i just flare up so easily. this feeling sucks. the wall is building up again. for some reasons. i dont know why. arghh.

this headache is torturing me again. it's either i've too much sleep (which is highly impossible), or there's something truely wrong with me.

to fiona if you're reading: we sort of know your ghim moh. and i feel xxx is like trying to be very close to them. haha. i'll bitch with you soon. tsk tsk. we can go bishan for tom yum soup again. wahaha. miss ya. =)

i'm thinking of some surprize which i can give to my darling. LOVE YOU. MUACKS.

school's busy cause we've got alot of projects to rush. been down with flu and headaches' been torturing me. i finally finished my entre's ppt and report at 3.19 in the morning!! tough job lah. had to edit and stuff. tiring man. but all worth it. joel and yuyang did quite alot already. then noon timt with hf to complete the report and ppt. for ppt, she did the points and i went back to edit it.

got joel's result already. and ya, we decided to let him present. still thinking of who else to put for the presentation. boo.

stressed over the other projects. OMG. i'm like so gonna die..!!! =(

crash ntu's tea party!! woohoo~ food's very delicious~ and best is i saw the singer TANK!!! wahahha. thought i saw wrongly so ask ky to see to double confirm. and she confirmed is him. song bo? so close lah. tsk tsk. he got the very aa adidas sweater that i wanted to get. =( haha.

roamed around and decided to get donuts from donut factory! that was a bad decision. we waited for TWO AND A HALF HOURS!! crazy right? haha. but it's all worth it. went home after that. met mr fat. bought 2 packets of nasi lemak. the auntie today was very nice. =D

before mr fat went home, play hei bai chei and the slapping game. haha. so fun. tsk tsk. and he say his headache was okay after eating. i wonder is it really it or the other thing. wahaha. =P

sat:

work in the morning. kope the uob tee. =X hehe. went home then changed.

evening, went out with them. so fun lah. eat stringray and stuffs. love the atmosphere there. wahaha. qh slip out to have dinner with us. then went to the pet shops there. so cute lah the buns n dogs. then i realise alot of them have pets. haha. went to have desserts and to northpoint for toilets. level one toilets suck lah. went to the second level one instead. proceeded to mac to sit. and then qh got a call from the boss or something. haha. suay lah him. so he rushed back to work. we talked abit then left cause gen meeting her friends. we went separate ways. took the train to khatib. went to the bus stop and saw qh. haha. so funny lah. like he went off then saw at a different place. haha. anyway he took 85 with me. chatted a bit. i bet mr fat was jealous. right? hehe. went to his house, then to the mama shop, and back again to cook. I SERIOUSLY HATE HIS CATS LAH. KEEP BUA-ING ME!! ARGHHH. fooded, tved, slept.

you always make my life better. =D

i've really learnt to let go. too much i think.

i think i'm walling up myself again. i cant imagine when he's in ns. who can i find when i'm in trouble?

i'm losing my memories. becoming super forgetful. i dont need a doc. i just need someone to remind me.

i just want you.

supposed to work hewitt today. but didnt go cause they leaving at 6 so no point. went to meet my darling instead. roamed around. apply for the capitaLand card. it'll be arriving in 2-4 weeks time. so slow lor. haha. i'm so anticipating to sign my first bill~ wahaha. =D

went to amk to eat with them. the chicken rice was nice but abit salty. haha. 2.50 only leh. wahahah. i'm getting hungry now. boo~

anyway got say by the boss of mac (outlet at ps) cause i put my legs on the chair! the real boss i mean. not a manager or staff. WTF lah. spoil my mood. it's not as if someone was sitting there right? idiot. anyway the drinks there really suck. dont bother trying it. bleh. anyway after the boss came, suddenly all the staffs of mac became so enthu in working lah. act only~

blah blah blah..

today was a happy day. you really brighten up my day. =)

a few days back had zi cha with them. found out something. dont know if i should be sad bout it. but nahhh. i dont like people who hide things from me. it just shows that you dont trust me, and you're not a friend of mine. i'm beginning to doubt all these people that i've known. distrust i should say. but whatever, whatever. this aint gonna bring me down. diana's a strong girl.

i lied to him. i cant stand lying. so i'm gonna tell him the truth now. =)

monday will be the start of the third week of school. ahhh, i'm so not awaiting for it lah. boo. anyway for our gsc, we are with evelyn and shermaine. hope nothing will happen. haha.

thurs, zl forgot to zip. so embarassing lah. hf and me were wondering whether to tell him not cause he's got big ego. scared make him paiseh. in the end wanted to ask andrew tell him discreetly one. then in the end he ask who is zl. WTH!! haha. dumb dumb lor. then best is he laugh till very funny. haha. irritating lah him. met bf and went on a shopping spree~ woohoo! =D

fri. school's okay. after lesson, wanted to go find fiona one. went to bsu to find her but she not there. called her but she didnt answer our call. so went to SIT. found jy. were supposed to go lab with hf to edit on our part and discuss some stuffs. but school lab cannot open rtf file. arghhh. idiot. haha. we went to find jy to bitch instead. tsk tsk.

anyway i know some new friends : gen, andrew, nigel, huizhen and michelle. haha. though not very close with them, but life should be fun ba. wahaha.

went out yest with the e3 peeps. what should i say.... ehhh, fun lah. but some left early leaving me and jes. haha. ql turned up. surprisingly. with xt, xf and zq. haha. considered quite long never see them le. especially xt and ql. ate at the big O cafe. NICE~~ shared the platter with xt. yum yum!! hehe. very filling. very worth it.

went to walk walk after that. at first i thought of settling down somewhere to talk. but they keep saying anything. duhhh. cannot be like that mah. then like that i dont know where to go lor. haha. shopped around before they left. then jes and me shop again. didnt buy anything this time round.

and i'm locked at home now cause my bag and keys are with bf. arghhhh.

i wanna be good for you.
i wanna be naughty for you.
i wanna be haughty for you.
i wanna be nice for you.
i wanna be cute for you.
i wanna be sweet for you.
i wanna be pretty for you.
i wanna be beautiful for you.
i wanna be dressed up nicely for you.
i wanna be there for you.
i wanna be perfect for you.
i wanna be everything for you.


i wanna bite you.
i wanna hug you.
i wanna kiss you.
i wanna punch you.
i wanna kick you.
i wanna smack you.
i wanna hit you.
i wanna strangle you.
i wanna draw on you.
i wanna be pampered by you.
i wanna love you.


i wanna take pictures with you.
i wanna smile with you.
i wanna laugh with you.
i wanna be angry with you.
i wanna be sad with you.
i wanna cry with you.
i wanna fight with you.
i wanna quarrel with you.
i wanna do everything with you.
i wanna love you.
i wanna be with you.
i wanna be right there for you.


i just... i just wanna.....

since you've chosen that friend, that means he means more than me. whatever. FUCK YOU!

school has started. everything's still fine other than we got into class ZC!!! argh. disgusting bitchy E! sucha bitch lah. i dont like her. wahahah. too.. ermm. dont know how to describe lah. wahaha. anyway i've edited some of my photos. tsk tsk.

this week's gonna be a very slack week. but next week on will kill us!!! haha. anyway hf, zl and me got andrew and geneviene for eaipj. i know elvis' damn sad bout his grouping ba. haha. gotta help their group le. =)

met my dearest. so cute lah. trying so hard to break my record. poor him. had to wait for me to end class. but HE'S SO SWEET CAN!? hehe. *smirks*

slept while waiting for my com to reformat. so i now officially declare, my com is FREE FROM VIRUS!!! and i'm NEVER GONNA BRING IT TO SCHOOL AND LET IT GET INFECTED BY SOME DAMN VIRUS!!! hahah.

love my fat fat. tomorrow sucks. cause we only have one lect at 3~ haha. so boring. i'll see what i can do. haha. =D

WOOHOO~ I'VE A NEW FRIDGE. WAHAHA.

my poor sis is still sick. poor thing lah. i'm like suffering with her cause she's sleeping with me again. haha.

anyway the hamburgers we bought for the pigs are horrifying hard. too hard for their teeths lah. i wonder how would a hammie be able to eat it. haha. so smart diana used a screw driver to crush it so that it's edible. =D

i miss my babee!!

LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO POWDER PUFF PUFFY. =)






my precious was so sweet yest. he allowed me to bite his neh neh. WAHAHA. also, he was punished for being late. FIVE STARJUMPS IN POPULAR! COOL HUH. =D so cute can?! hehes.


went to eat and eat. roamed around. i love him around me. makes me feel so safe. hehe. went to centre point. bought 4 pieces of chocs from SINS. woah. so sinful lah. haha. nice but kinda ex lah. it burnt a hole in my pocket cause i was treating him. but it was all worth it. ;) went to pet lover's corner next. saw these. so cute lah. see the very AA one? hehs.



so fluffy right? the black one was squeezing the fur into it's eye. wahaha. =P

and it decided not to eat anymore cause it was too gao wei and look up. wahahahah.

another white bun. so cute lah. looks so gong gong. but i still love flip the most. tsk tsk. i prefer mix colour animals. =D

bought some hamburgers for the pigs. then he had his dinner at S11. i had mine at the wanton mee stall in heeren. went back to semb after that cause sis was seriously sick. haha. bought the veggie and fish soup from kopitiam. rushed home after that. decided to force that bitch to see a doc. but to our horror, the last registration was at 9 although it closes at 930. damn. no choice but to go home after that. i knew my baboo left very unwillingly right? tsk tsk.


sis ate and said that the soup was awful. oh man, i wasted my 4bucks for a handfully of small fish slices, with alot of veggie and soup. i swear i'd never return to buy anything from there anymore although i still wish to give them a chance to repent on their mistakes. wahaha.


anyway that was the first time i took a leaking train to town. the train literally leaks!!! omg lah. it wouldnt be as bad if it didnt rain lorrrr. haha.


oh ya, on my simei visit. this creature capture my attention like so immediately.










and best is....





















it's a SHEEPDOG!!!! CHUBBILY CUTE~



showing her butt. wahahaha.








looking at us.





coming nearer and nearer.






and decided to look away. =(







but i'm still so in love with it. hehe. looks so foxy right? my dearest wanted to buy her and the bunny for me. so nice right? but too bad there's enough troublelove with mochi, fei and berry liao. haha.



was busy taking care of my sis. she slept on my bed. so sad lah. everyone loves my bed. haha.



i was thinking of adopting one bun.

charlie:




brownie:




or baby?!



i love baby lah. so irresistible. haha. but too bad my house dont have enough space le lah. =( anyway all these buns for adoption had a sorry background. two lop ears had one of each lop removed by the owner. HOW COULD THEY DO THIS KINDA STUFF LOR. ARGHHH.

hmm. what are friends?


definition of a friend?
orh, i know you, you know me can liao.


definition of a good friend?
someone who knows what to do when you cry?
someone who knows you for quite sometime?
someone who knows your parents?
someone who have been to your house?


definition of a best friend?
someone who will hold/support you when you're down?
someone who will stand by you?
someone who will say '我挺你?'
someone who will cheer you up whenever you're lost?
someone who will pop by by surprise?
someone who knows you inside-out?
someone who can lend you a shoulder?
someone who will say 'i love you for you as a friend, your companiance, your everything'?
someone who knows what to do at the right time?
someone who will call you a bestie even after not contacting for some time?
someone
etc etc.


i mean this is how i feel. these are my opinions. unfortunately, i havent met someone who fulfills the criteria of a best friend. but i'm still looking yea. =)

met the guys to go back school wanting to get the notes early. but the notes werent available. too back. but never mind. schoo's starting soon. i'm so excited!! sort of lah. =D

met my dearest. so cute lah. love him so so much. love him as a friend, my besties, my lover, my boy. tsk tsk. did quite alot of stupid stuffs today. loitering around. look at dogs. i love sheep dogs. just simply irresistible. xD hehe. we went to simei to look at the animals. saw some bunny. sooooooooo cute~~ love them. =D then we went to tampines mall to stroll. haha. was too bored lah. then to yishun. watched 300. haha. there were some sexual content but overall the show was nice. he thinks that the sexual scenes were kinda irrelevant. but without them, would there be as much people watching it like the present? haha. =x roamed around. time just pass so fast whenever i'm with him. =( sucks. haha.

oh ya. forgot to say. i almost killed mysef yest with my heels. haha. met minghui to claim our cab fare and he say it's the first time he saw me wearing a dress. like duhh. obviously? haha.

tears in your eyes just make me cry
all this should never happen but it did
all these heart breaking moments
shall never come again.

BABOO BABOO BABOO. I LOVE YOU!!

timetable's out and it's kinda sucky. i'm in ZC class now. boring. dont even know who's in that class lah. scott's in ZB. BOO!!!

havent been blogging for the past few days cause i was simply so busy. didnt even have time for tv till yesterday. haha.

baboo camped over at my house for almost one week. days were good and bad. and was even terrible at one point of time. but like what someone said before, the sun will always come out after the rain. =)

went to suki sushi. ate damn much!! and great. now i'm like suffering from indigestion. haha. how dumb. lol.

good days dont last forever. haha.

anyway i hate banglahs lah. so mean lah. anyhow chuck our stuffs. disgusting assholes. arghhh.

i hope tomorrow would be a nice day.

school's starting soon and i've one week left to enjoy. i'm already booked on thurs, sat and sun so book me quick! haha.

darling, forgive me if i was ever nonsensical. i didnt do it on purpose. i love you and you know it. muacks. i'll see ya soon. =D

boohoohoo. i'm like down with the most irritating illness on earth----> FLU. god. so sian lah. i've flooded my room with like tonnes of tissue already. and i wanted to be nice to my nose by treating it with a better quality tissue and decided to by beautex. but apparently, those box tissue quality was not as good as those packet ones. big BOO!!

anyway we caught stomp the yard a couple days back. woohoo. THE SHOW WAS GREAT LAH. PLEASE CATCH IT!! =D and bf become so obsessed with dancing which is so ..... haha. anyway the show is just so cool lah. love it man. muacks. i love DJ!

bf camped over at my house cause he has to work and he's lazy to go home. sis became like so overly addicted to the sims 2!! my god. she played the whole day till like 6 in the morning. which was like the time we are supposed to wake up for work. him i mean. i've to do the job of waking him. so i've been like waking up at 6 plus everyday. my god. i'm like preparing for school lah. haha. oh ya, i cut my hair. sucks lah that guy. now my hair is super thin. which means super gao wei~!! arghh. never mind i'll be able to make it look nice. wahaha. =D

i'm stuck at home for so long. i need fresh air~

我爱大肥肥！！ muacks. darling, call me when you see this aites? hehe.

if only humans were like the sims. then i would have known what i can do for/to please everyone. but, humans are humans.

if everyone had a blog and blogs down what they're feeling like currently, or what are their wants, or their fears and have a status bar to show their needs etc, wouldnt it be perfect?

if only..... you knew my wants and needs, and if only you could fulfill all of them, wouldnt it be perfect?

if there werent love in the world, what will the world be like?

if life could be as beautiful as the past, wouldnt it be great?

there's too much 'if's in my life. i had too much doubts on myself, my abilities and capabilities. so can someone just reassure me that everything's gonna be fine?! arghhh.

it's like you killed me over and over again cause you didnt know what to do. haiz.

身边有太多风景 我却停在这里 说我傻的可以 还不是因为你

anyway played the sims2. one of my character got killed during stargazing by a metoer. how funny!! haha.

男：是你在那个雨季 走进我生命
带着一点任性 和温柔的表情

女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的甜蜜

男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议

女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你

男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律

男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律 永远唱下去

女：是你在那个雨季 赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容 换我仅有的甜蜜

男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议

女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以 还不是因为你

男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律

男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律 永远唱下去
La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La

男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律

男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：爱的主旋律 永远唱下去

男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运 还是不可思议

女：身边有太多风景 我却停在这里
说我傻的可以

合： 还不是因为你

these few days suck totally. but ya, cant be bothered anymore. care so much for what? in the end you're the one who get hurt in the end what.

anyway watched what a girl wants. it really reflects what alot people are doing now. changing their character/personality/whatever-you-call-that to suit and SATISFY others and on top of it, losing the real you. is that really worth it?! sacrificing yourself to be accepted by others? but reality proven, that's how one is able to maintain those so-called friendship with so so many people. not true meh?

blah blah blah. i'm so completely not in the mood. fuck you.

lalala~ i know i've not been blogging for like 397863242839 days! tsk tsk. been busy enjoying myself eh. hope you are having fun for those who are having their attachment~

hmm, let's see. i should date back to 6th march first. haha.

we booked a chalet on 6th and 7th for ourselves to leave home with a good reason. tsk tsk. met at dhoby ghaut first and took train to pasir ris. went to white sands to buy some cup noodles and drinks. haha. checked in and recieved two escape theme park complimentary tickets. slacked around while waiting for them to clean up our room. and to our horror, there's no xbox console as it has mentioned in website!!!! damn sian lah. =( haha. second sucky thing was when we wanted to go play escape, we found out that it was not opened on tues!! damn irritating lah. but well, we found ways to entertain ourselves. haha. we blasted our music and the aircon. bathed and dyed his hair!! also, I CUT HIS HAIR!!! haha. i'm skilled okay?! blehs. helped him wash his hair then we went out roaming around. haha. life's just great when you dont have to worry about anything. especially when i'm with you. =) ate strawberries!! =D

went to the arcade and played the candy machine again. CHEAT MY MONEY LAH. didnt even hit the checker once if i didnt remember wrongly. =( went to eat and back to the arcade after awhile and the jackpot i wanted is gone!! =( super sad lah. so we went back and talk, watch tv and then sleep. woke up late on thurs. but who cares. haha. check out and took a bus back to his house.

slept awhile and went to hougang cause of the UK fair at night. after having a very heavy meal, we played this.

damn shoick. and i tell you, you'll never consider jumping off a building again if you wanna commit suicide. scream like hell lah. like my fat fat was right beside me. went home and slept cause he didnt feel that good. haha.

we went cycling again! i know how to cycle already~ but i broke his brake by falling on the way back. haha. he topang me awhile cause my butt hurt. but being irritating, he topang me there(nearer to our destination) and brought me back to where i left my bicycle. so irritating right?!!! haha. anyway reached and ate roti prata paper and egg prata. quite nice ar. but very ex. also kinda pissed cause they cheated our ten cents. not that we cheapo or what lah. but wth lor. they charged us ten cents for taking one more cup of ice when it's self service in the first place!!! JIAN SHANG JIAN SHANG~ we went to look around. saw a couple of nice bikes. looks damn stable lor. make me feel like learning bike. but the bike is super huge lah. and it cost as much as a lousy car!! 11k for god's sake~ arghhh. so ex lah. went back after loitering around. and i fell as i've mentioned breaking the brakes. HAHA. so funny lah. lol. went to cycle around before going home which i regretted damn lot cause it hurt my butt even more! haha.

went to sentosa on fri! and i became chao ta. haha. met ky and xf at khatib and then my darling at dhoby ghaut before going to sentosa. ate at food republic. we ate jian dao jian. haha. and the guy who served us is the one who served us at wisma food republic. haha. so funny lah. ehh, should be so qiao lah. haha. my poor boy cant eat curry so he ate noodles. damn bo hua. haha. bought the cards to sentosa and went to giant to buy some tidbits and drinks before leaving for our destination. found our spot and they applied sun tan lotion while we went to search for any places where there's beach ball rental. but sadly, there's not one to be found. went back and play frisbee~ in the water cause the sand was burning!! after awhile, we played bun luck back on the ground. and i was roasting. literally. haha. bet with sweets. super funny. after we lost, we went back to the waters to play. left at around 5 plus i think. bathed and went to vivo to eat. and people, PLEASE DO NOT EVEN GO TO HK KIM GARY CAFE TO EAT. YOU WILL REGRET! their service sucks totally. my drink was so bitter and we requested to add condensed milk and they refused!! they say it cost 50cents to sweeten it. wtf lah. we complained and ask the manager to speak to us cause while speaking to one staff, the others crowd around. wth right? doesnt that show that you're incompetant? bleh. anyway we dined unhappily lah. then went to toys 'r' us to do stupid stuffs. tsk tsk. ky and xf left earlier. we walked around and saw these bags. so cool lah.

this is my fav. =D



these bag were done on the spot. can you imagine it? cool right? anyway it is a one of a kind cause there's only one for wach design and cost 200plus. i forgot the price. for those normal one which are mass produced cost around 150 bucks already. and the special thing about this bag is that you can choose the body, the strap and the flap seperately. smart eh? haha.

went home and went to suntec the next day. haha. aint we busy? lol. and i was a lobster. wanted to go to the it show but it was super crowded and i didnt wanna get hit in any form lah. super pain!! roam around aimlessly and went back.

for the next few days, he stayed camped at my house. went job hunting but failed. went back to school to meet up with fiona. they chatted! can you imagine? fiona and raymond chatting? haha. =x anyway that's the first time one of my friends talk so much to him. i mean like even sab or jiemei also never talk to him one lor. haha. saw kitty and hongyun. went to greet them but kitty like not happy like that. dont know lah. weird. went to km room and played metal slug. haha. but sadly left cause bf was meeting his friend and we were suppose to job hunt.

saw hf and yr at night. had dinner together. satay~ and fiona told me that sembawang shopping center close down le. -.- duhhh. haha. so boring. sunplaza food court also under renovation. boring. haha. they went off and we went home. had the sims 2 craze. bf kept playing that. super crazy lah. haha. anyway i'll be back to blog bout the rest of the days soon. tired lah. haha.

i hate people who take things for granted. and also those who say this on the front but you dont know what they are thinking in their mind! irritating. that's why the people i choose to talk to is only xxx and my fat fat. cause i see no point in talking to those who you wanna trust but they dont trust you. SO FAKE!

whatever. i love sleeping on that fat stomach. tsk tsk.

oh well, i'm gonna enjoy myself now. so so so happy!!!!~ i knew a new friend today. robbiE~ haha.

met jes. went to town today. shopping~ was real bored cause there was nowhere to go. so we alighted at somerset. while walking to cineleisure, we successfully avoided a hit from above. BIRD SHIT!! asshole lah. eat finish den fly on tree then shit. wth. but what to say? we were LUCKY! tsk tsk. and one thing. SHE SCORED 4A'S I THINK. TOP FEW IN PJC. so cool huh? go see her name in today's new paper under pjc, jessie lee. haha. so proud. i've such a smart friend. tsk tsk.

roam around aimlessly. went to mango and saw this super nice jeans!! 99bucks mind you. super slim fit. woohoo~ but i didnt get that lah. haha. we went to far east and bought a slim fit jeans. tsk tsk. then rested cause we were simply too tired. then went to party world to find my darling. she was supposed to meet gw but somehow he overslept or sth lah. haha. then she bobian have to eat with us. lol.

went to taka to dabao. we bought some jap jumbo mee. then in the end both of us cant finish it. haha. only SOMEONE FAT CAN FINISH IT! wahahah. =P went to pull and bear. wanted to get a top. but nahhh. not really nice. saw one rreally nice one but 60bucks lah. =( anyway we saw that girl who act as miss mole. haha she's quite pretty though.

went to work yest. took cab home and we saw 3 or 4 car accidents on the way back. and it was the first time i felt car sick. worst is there was a butterfly right outside my house! fuck lah. make me so scared lor. and today on my way back there's a moth right beside my door. damn irritating one lah. arghhh.

oh ya, one of my sis friend thought scott was my BF!! LOL. so funny can~ tsk tsk.

i've a serious sore throat. think i talk too much. =(((((( sad lahhh.

i'm meeting xf tomorrow. surprisingly she agreed to meet!

i feel like biting someone..... =P